Forgeries of Happiness
When things fell away I was encouraged to address the truth of everything. I’ve loved but haven’t felt. I never considered the consequences of my actions until those consequences were applied. I hurt him with my amazingly complicated and selfish blind love.
I loved him on my terms and my terms were blurred. I filled every hurt, every misunderstanding with things and understanding. Blindly I kept loving him with no regard for how he felt; after all if I felt love wasn’t this indeed love. Isn’t my love his love? Blindly I answered yes and continued to fill our vacancies.